For a while, even for 6 months, I lived in a state of rapid despair. I couldn’t find myself for a long time. I even felt lost a lot. But I also experienced very good things during this period. I met very nice people. Now I am extremely happy to have them in my life. They are right when they say that love is the cure for everything. Because love is the cure for everything. At the end of this period of ups and downs, with medication, meditation, yoga, thought analysis, I feel better now. I even feel very good. I was very tired, but now I only have work fatigue. You deserve to be happy no matter what. And you will be!
This time I’m being smart and going to work from home. I’m living with my family and not living in a new city on my own, which was exhausting for me. I don’t want my family to be tired anymore, so I’m working as a specialist in an accounting firm. I’m already able to do my own work at a high level. I’m working overtime. It’s good for me to think about nothing but work. But I don’t tire myself too much. This is a company to which 3 factories are connected. We take care of the accounting work of 3 different factories as a team. For me, this job was sudden and happy. As for fatigue, I think it is an extremely sweet fatigue. It is also a great chance for me that it has just opened.
Although my work is intense, it is good for both my soul and mind. I just do my job without thinking about empty jobs and people. Also, it is a joke of life that I hate math and I am an accountant expert hahahaha. Because I hated math and physics throughout my education life, so I never wanted to be a numericist.
Anyway, I love my job, thinking about numbers is even better than thinking about most things!
It doesn’t stink anymore when everything goes well. I deserve it. I deserve good, I deserve happiness, I deserve peace, I deserve wealth, I deserve to be healthy. I’m never focused on the bad things anymore because I want to attract good things into my life. I feel I’ve achieved that. I’m away from everything toxic, everything exhausting. I think that’s what makes me happy! There is never anything that wears me down. Only good people and good work! I love myself now even more than before, because I am a success who never gives up. Never giving up, never giving up is in my life. I know that nothing can destroy me, because I am successful.
And while I’m saying all this, I’m never saying don’t write, because as long as you’re not bad, you win, baby! Be good and live well!
With my love!